I've been laid off from my job. The formal end date is some months away, but for the time being I don't technically have to work to survive though it is a highly temporary state. I am mourning my beloved job, my beloved workplace, and not feeling really well at all. Another reason why I have neglected this space. A strong feeling of rejection from several points at once (work being one). I feel rather worthless (this ties back to my confidence in my abilities, but lack of confidence in my personal value outside my abilities). I'm slowly getting momentum in my life again: Planting things on the balcony and making some vague plans for the coming months, talking about starting a project that is to become a company with a friend. My days are still rather slow.
On the upside, I now know what I want to do with my life. And I have a plan for finding the plan for how to get there!