Wednesday, 9 June 2010

Dualities

At the moment I have two strong feelings about my job/work/stress levels.

1) I should really cancel my 2,5 days off next week (long weekend) and work. Either at home or lock myself up in a room here to concentrate.
2) I really really need those 2,5 days off to disconnect a bit and relax - and boy am I looking forwards to it!

These things are of course directly linked - because of the intensity of work and all that is going on I need more time, but I am also reaching the point where my dreams at night consist of work; where I dream I have made fatal mistakes, and everything collapses, and there are thousands of problems I have to solve right now at once.

I need to shut down a bit. Not sure how I will achieve it, what I would really need is to get away for a few days I suppose but... dunno where to go, alone at that. I'll just have to do my best.

2 comments:

  1. Take a break ... enjoy the summer ... or visit the Vasa Museum if weather is bad >:)

    Cold As Heaven

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  2. I had started concocting a plan of a solitary walk along the water into the forest, and grilling sausages all alone there, and perhaps reading in the sun in a sheltered spot, but I discovered its supposed to rain all five days... So I ordered some books instead.

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Be nice!